what do you mean you’re “not a dog person”? are you feeling okay? do you need to lie down?
Today has been so rough. More or less reamed out and harassed my a group member at school for asking her to turn her stuff in because it’s 4 days overdue.
Which is what they’re training us to do in these “leadership” classes. And to be honest, it was probably the most professional email I’ve ever written.
I’m so exhausted. Less than 3 hours of sleep last night. A test this morning I didn’t do great on (88%), last two weeks of nursing school.
i called my instructor crying. Have never done that before. Luckily, she’s a very mother-hen type. She had me forward the emails to her while we were on the phone and she read them.
Basically, our group member is an out-of-line twat and my teacher is like “Yay! Go Danielle! Whatever you need chickey-poo!” and “boo hiss mean group member!”
So that works out.
But you know that post-cry feel? I took a 2 hour nap. Have had two beers. And am not over that feel yet.
I’ve been trying to get SO MUCH SHIT done today and tomorrow so I can enjoy my birthday Wednesday (there’s a test Thursday morning that I “need” to do well on - if I want an A in the class). And really, I just need to eat (and not feel guilty about it), drink beer, and read a good book.
I need a mental health break. Seriously. So badly. I have two more weeks and I’m done. I get pinned August 1. We have a final the following Monday. Life is good and will be okay.
I’m also super stressed because I haven’t exercised in 5 days (what are coping skills?), and my diet has been in the SavALot dumpster all week. So I feel like crap. And my kitchen is full of dirty dishes. Which is a constant stress. And I have so much laundry that needs to be put away.
wah wah wah
I need a mental health break before i get an admit before the program’s over.